This week actually started alright. It just so happened to be the week I made the next steps in God’s plan, and I also came down with an epic cold. This week was the week that I shared the story of the night I accepted Jesus as my personal Lord and Savior. Other than these two videos, there really isn’t much else to say. Check out my whole YouTube channel; I post videos of just reading scripture. I’m in Genesis and just uploaded chapters 18-23
These are my notes that kept me somewhat on topic:
- Loneliness- I was an easy child. Not a troublemaker, always quiet and polite. A good kid, easy to deal with. Left alone, much of the time. Self-sufficient. Never stood up for myself either.
- The night I was saved, I was 4 months pregnant with our 4th child. I had rolled over to get him to stop bothering me, for the second time in a month. It was the night/morning after Father’s Day (the other instance was the night before Mother’s Day, the month before). After it was done, and I was on the brink of tears, all I could think was “there’s got to be something more than this. This can’t be all there is.” Then I heard a whispered “yes,” and I said, “Okay.” Suddenly, it felt like my abdomen opened up, and what felt like stirred Jell-O spilling out of my abdomen in waves. Each wave was a different emotion, and as they spilled, I got lighter. My whole body felt like it was going to float when it was over, and the baby in my belly started kicking and wiggling around. I suddenly had energy again. Energy I hadn’t had for probably a year suddenly returned mid-pregnancy. It was 1:00 am, and everyone else was asleep, so I sat with Jesus for a while. Then, he told me to chill and watch something. That was the first time I felt that feeling: peace
- Eyes are the windows to the soul.
Demons hate eye contact. They remove the backlight from a human’s eyes. People with their own human soul in control have a light, a glint, behind their eyes. Demons block that when they come up.
Life and Death are on the tongue.
- Proverbs (15:4;18:21)
- Ecclesiasticus 37:18,51:6
- 1 Peter 3:10
*audio of Sunday talk – first attempt at salvation ever (many demons/tried that clip. Include link to full conversation)
He and my mother chose the demons. I do not.
- No ill will towards him; his human soul was not in control, and still doesn’t seem to be.

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