My first thought this morning wasn’t the usual “Mornin’ Jesus!”. Something was off. Something was wrong. It continued until mid-morning. It was cloudy and raining. Part of the way through work I got a pause in the day, so I asked him what was going on.
Over the last couple of days, I’ve been not wanting to take care of myself, my music taste had changed back to my “B.C.1” flavor. Over-all things were getting gloomy again. The night before all the kids screamed and whined at me as soon as I got home. That lasted until they all conked out. I was left stressed out and unable to unwind.
During the pause in the day, I asked, “what was going on?”, “Why was I feeling like this?”. It has been a considerable amount of time since these feelings have come around. Since I’ve listened to anything less than uplifting. It’s been a considerable amount of time since I’d not been able to reconnect with the Lord and shake it.
He revealed to me that forces were currently at play. Forces stemming from a certain somebody and their “friends” that they chose over me.
It’s rather irksome they’re including the children in this. As their behavior, was excessive, even for not feeling well. There was more energy behind it than illness allows.
I’ve been instructed to set aside prayer time tomorrow night. (I’ll be at work during the day). To Pray on these things and fill out investigation documents with the information received from Holy Spirit download.
Tomorrow night at 10 PM MST on Patreon

- “Before Christ” ↩︎


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