I’m going to type this and get around to recording it later.
I chose to follow Yeshua two years ago, and now everything is being rebuilt on a HIM, a solid foundation. That meant all of my desires outside of his will, are gone. I have boundaries now, and they get enforced in surprising ways. I surprise myself by what and how quickly I get agitated. Rebuilding my life on Yeshua also meant starting the projects he put on me to start, like the online store and posting on social media. Following Yeshua also meant my finances would dry up so I could learn to budget and stop impulse buying (that was a real problem for a while). Routines have been on the forefront of things to establish. I spoke on this on my other blog. Bedtime and getting up for time with Yeshua before the day starts, are a focus. I’m becoming more consistent with it and the kids are getting to their own beds more frequently. Even though Yeshua’s got me, that little voice that’s not him keeps whispering “the power is going to go out”, “you’re not going to have any electricity”… That tells you just how deep life had to be uprooted and rearranged. This time is a difficult time as I’m walking into the unknown, I’m with Yeshua all the way for he will never leave me nor forsake me. He’s leading me to green pastures and guiding me beside flowing waters. I trust Him, it’s just I can’t see what he’s seeing, and the enemy’s bad breath keeps making me shiver me timbers.
In this time, this last year, the debt has piled up to the tens of thousands and I’m not even in school. I’ve got a little over one hundred dollars to my name, four kids (that don’t stop eating), four animals (that also don’t stop eating), and house bills that I, myself, do not bring in enough to cover. The kids’ father had a slow spell with his work, but it’s now picking back up. Mine is the same as always.
This post is titled “Exposing Darkness” because the attacks increase when I’m feeling down. The enemy is weak. They have to wait until you’re down to kick you because they have no power of their own. The enemy is a weak, lazy, cowardly, insubordinate, conniving, murderous, hypocrite.
YAHWEH uses the enemies’ tactics to strengthen our spirits though. Thank you, Father! When we choose to walk with Yeshua (not just believe in him), we’ve got to start over and weed out all of the iniquities, weed out the things within us that cannot be in the kingdom of God. The trials I’ve been going through, the increasing debt and attacks from the spirits of worry, anxiety, grief, irritation, lust, have all been to build me up; to grow me up in order to walk in the calling YAH has written for me
All of that being said, “Exposing the Darkness” means allowing Yeshua’s light to shine through you. It means to acknowledge Him in all our ways. “Exposing the Darkness” means not coming into agreement with the enemy in any way and praying forgiveness and blessings over everyone (even those you don’t mean it for). The trials are daunting, but they serve a purpose. Keep looking toward Yeshua (the actual light) and you’ll make it to the other side.
‘Birthing Seasons’ are called such due to the fact going through trials is like the contractions of labor. How fun.
That’s all for now, talk soon
,Robin
Make sure to follow the blog and my other social media to keep up with this journey. I post as much as I can and there might be a hiccup if I’m not hearing Yeshua clearly and the power is in fact going to go out. He said it’s covered though, and he keeps his promises and cannot lie. Ya’ll will figure it out; you read a lot. Okay, goodnight! God Bless! Shalom.
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